I don't know how to feel about anything right now. I feel like I have whiplash. No I feel more like Ive been spun around and I'm looking around confused about where my feet are.. where is this place that I have spun into.
Ughh single again.. That's scary. No instant plans for Friday and Saturday. No one to call and bitch about my shitty day at work that has no choice but to listen because if not I can always deny him access. Ha
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Change
Life changes everybody knows that. The last four months I have been dating the same boy ands its because of him that i haven't been writing in my blog anymore, i didn't want to only write about the good stuff and leave out all of the bad so I just haven't written at all. We had lots of fun together in the beginning. Went out to dinner twice a week, went drinking countless times, and mostly just enjoyed being together. After about two months he told me he loved me and a week or so later I said i did too. That's when things started getting harder. Saying those words when you aren't sure and really aren't even sure who the person you are saying them to is yet is never a good idea but some how we made it through and then he quit his job... i know what that sounds like and it shouldn't matter but it does.. our lifestyle changed dramatically and things got boring. Still we had great days too. This brings us to this weekend aka my birthday weekend. Friday was my birthday. I worked all day, got a facial, went out to eat with my mother, got things ready for the canoe trip we were going on the next day, and fought with Jesse. Saturday was for the most part much better. The canoe trip was pretty great until the last mile. I'll leave out all the details but it was bad and I ended up leaving along with my sister and good friend Ryker. Had there not been so many beers drank I doubt I would have broken up with him but thats what happened. things change
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