The Zoo

Surprise!! Things didnt work out with the gay guy.

In other news I went to the zoo on a day date with a guy and his 3 yr old son.
Since we haven't even kissed yet (not saying that we ever will) it was probably way too fast.
I ran into a friend of mine at the zoo who was also on a day date with some girl and her child.
awkward...

Ahh I almost forgot!! I quit drinking. It is not at all easy but something I have to do it I want a better future.

Thats all I have for now.

Oh my. Will I ever be content.

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Recently i presumed dating the very possible gay guy. I am just a glutton for punishment i suppose. The past few weeks with him have been as exciting and sexual as a visit to my grandmother's house. Basically horrible.

In other news. I went on a date with a guy I dated like 2 years ago last night.

He has tried to get back together with me for a while but he kinda hurt me when he ended things with me before and I never forgave him.

Anyways I actually had a great time. He had the whole night planned and i didnt have

to decide for once ever detail of the night. He didnt even tell me where we

were going. I laughed a lot and didnt even drink.

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Speaking of drinking. I have to cut down on drinking a lot. Ive recently realized I

am an alcoholic. I want to go out and not drink. That will be more of the challenge

for me, I can stay home every night and be okay with not drinking but going out is

where i have the problem.
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