I feel weak. Like a small child who wants something on a high shelf but can not reach it and there is no one around to help me get it.............. so I walk around the house looking for a things I can us as a ladder but i cant find anything but a ricidy old chair so i drag it through the house then i climb on top of it but its old and unstable so it breaks and i fall and no one ever comes home to help me.
Heartbreak is never easy. i never feel it at first. Heartbreak normally blindsides me and leaves me breathless. Right now I'm struggling for air.. i feel hot and the world is in a fog.
The only thing that takes me away is a bath. i think I'll go take 2.
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