Oh my. Will I ever be content.

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Recently i presumed dating the very possible gay guy. I am just a glutton for punishment i suppose. The past few weeks with him have been as exciting and sexual as a visit to my grandmother's house. Basically horrible.

In other news. I went on a date with a guy I dated like 2 years ago last night.

He has tried to get back together with me for a while but he kinda hurt me when he ended things with me before and I never forgave him.

Anyways I actually had a great time. He had the whole night planned and i didnt have

to decide for once ever detail of the night. He didnt even tell me where we

were going. I laughed a lot and didnt even drink.

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Speaking of drinking. I have to cut down on drinking a lot. Ive recently realized I

am an alcoholic. I want to go out and not drink. That will be more of the challenge

for me, I can stay home every night and be okay with not drinking but going out is

where i have the problem.
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