New Letter

Today I got an email from the guy that I dated when I first started this blog. In the email he describes me as something quite wonderful and praises my beauty.

I do not feel all that wonderful or beautiful In fact I want to get a job as a server but I worry that Im not smart or pretty enough.

He is truly amazing. But just not for me in a romantic sense and Im okay with that. I love his friendship.

However that doesn't matter. He is taking his friendship away from me again because he cant honestly be okay with just being my friend.

Here is a quote from the email he sent me;

"I'd give up the camera and the bottle just to stand next to you, shitty music or not, and for why I can't quite explain. Take this, and the other letters, and still it's only a fraction of explanation of why I love you."


I knew this was coming. I knew I was about to lose my friend to this evil bitch called love. Love does not conqueror all.. it ruins it